Read Matthew 26:17-56
Think
It’s been a top night. You know them nights where you’ve eaten too much, sung too loud, maybe even danced on tables, and by the end of it all you just want your bed? That’s Peter in Gethsemane.
It’s been a long night as well. He’s knackered, surely a lad can have one night off from praying?
Except… this isn’t just any night.
Jesus is there in the garden, wrestling it out with his Father. He’s not putting on a brave face, he’s vulnerable. Praying like the world is weighing on his shoulders. Which it is.
And Peter? Peter should be praying too. Jesus had told him: “Watch and pray so you don’t fall into temptation.” But Peter’s eyes keep dropping shut. He’s just hours away from making one of the biggest mistakes of his life. Pretending he doesn’t know his best mate. Three times then scarpering off.
You can’t help wondering though… what if Peter had stayed awake in that garden? What if he’d prayed for courage? What if he’d asked God for strength?
Would the night have ended differently for him?
We’ll never know.
Because the spirit was willing but the flesh was weak. And Peter nodded off. Not once, not twice, but three times.
While Jesus faced the darkness head on, pouring his fear, his sorrow, out to God. Conquering the battle through prayer. Peter faced it with a hot water bottle and a blanket. Lesson learned.
Live it
What difference does it really make if we pray? Does it actually change anything? What if I skip church just this once? What if I hit snooze and stay under the duvet a bit longer?
At the time it doesn’t feel like much, just a small choice. Nothing to stress about.
But that’s only because we can’t see the bigger picture.
Prayer isn’t just chucking words up into the sky. It’s where God gets hold of us and starts putting us back together again.
Same with worship. When we gather with God’s people and sing his praise, even when we’re tired, even when we’d rather be somewhere else, God’s doing something in us. He’s straightening our hearts out a bit. Getting us ready for whatever the day’s going to throw at us.
Those little choices, pray or don’t pray, get yourself to church or stay home, might look tiny at the time, but they can end up shaping the rest of the day… maybe even the rest of your life.
If we really grasped how powerful prayer is, and what worship does in us, maybe we’d be a bit less likely to do a Peter and sleep on the job.
So do yourself a favour today. Make time to pray. Even if you’re tired. Even if there’s something else you’d rather be doing.
Lift your voice. Thank God. Worship him.
You won’t regret it. Not ever.
Pray
Jesus, we’re sorry for the times we’ve dozed off on you,
when life’s made us drowsy
and we’ve drifted away.
Keep us close.
Wake us up again
to what you’ve done for us.
We’ll stay near,
we’ll remember,
and we’ll serve one another
as our way of saying thanks.
Amen.